So far my posts have been somewhat negative about some of the difficulties after having a baby. This post is one that tells about the absolute joy that I feel that comes from having Ariella. The love that I have for that little baby exceeds anything that I could have ever imagined. She's a perfect little being. Sometimes she seems more like a porcelain doll than a real live person. It's still incredible to know that Tyree and I made her out of nothing. It's sort of beyond comprehension.
I want only the best for her - the best care, the most love, the happiest life. Having her truly brings a sense of fulfillment to my life. I completely have a purpose now - taking care of her. She's my little one - my "Miss Baby" or my "Princess Baby" (my little nicknames for her). She depends on me and loves me.
My heart melts when she smiles at me or when she laughs. She's such an innocent. In some ways I wish she could stay this little forever. But, then in other ways I can't wait until she's older and can do more things. I suppose every stage will be amazing, and I'm sure each one will go by far too quickly. I just hope she enjoys her life. I'm definitely trying to make sure that she will.
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